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... I was going to save this until I had gained more popularity, in hopes that I might possibly achieve a "Daily Deviation." It's a hope I really can't actually care about, so I suppose it doesn't matter & so, Here You Are! A new submission from Me, Finally. I know, it's been about two months since I've drawn Anything.

This picture was inspired from a picture I had taken of Myself. I had just ripped a pistol away from My brother's head & out of his hand {quite literally}; in order to keep him distracted, I asked for a camera. I had him take My picture with it while telling him, "If you do what you are thinking about, who is going to take this picture for Me?" While he was distracted, I unloaded it & broke it down. Later, after seeing the photograph for Myself, this piece came to Me.

The featureless shadow is nothing more than a shadow.
But...
If it absolutely Needs to represent something, then let it be as My old way of life, left behind in favor of Wandering with no chance of going back. For those of you whom I haven't told already, I'm happily Homeless. The shadow was attempting to make it into the light where it can be found more easily, trying to resurface; but I suppose it died trying. This action represents the way I am told that I am wasting My life, should settle-down, & try to be what "everyone wants Me to be." Obviously, it hasn't worked, & may never succeed in this. The door May not look like it, but it is closing; a symbolic motion that is representative of My unwillingness to regress.

The character with the gun & the knife is loosely based on Me. I happen to get paranoid at times, thus the weapons. I have not experienced emotion in what seems like ages, thus the Painted-On-Smile. The large, bloodshot eye is a stereotypical & cliched symbol of madness. I'd decided to bestow it upon him after I had been told that anyone who CHOOSES My way of life "simply can NOT be all there" {I am a diagnosed Schizophrenic, but I fail to see the reasoning behind the statement}. The necklace/choker is one of the few personal posessions I carry. It doesn't come off, & so I drew it on him in an attempt to further associate him with Myself. My hair is also quite long.

Coloured Sharpie on Paper.

"...The Things You Own End Up Owning You..."

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:iconahiru103:
wow... thats kinda sad. im bipolar myself. ^^ but i guess everything is only a matter of perspective eh..? the way you look at things in life really matters a lot. try to ask yourself "what exactly do you i really want?". it is then that you will realize that there is more than just what it seemed. ^^

being bipolar rocks by the way. lol. i tend to laugh when i realized my mood changed. lol... its freaky and at the same time funny. lol... ^^

--- nice interpretation by the way! ^____^

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When the boring gets tough, the bored gets a playing.
:iconpixelledanddead:
ooh i love how dramatic this is... i like the silhouette feature and in opinion only, if you could get your hands on a black colored pencil starting from the edges, color it in a bit heavier and get really light towards the door. try also smudging with your finger to get a smoky sinister texture, but try not to hit your intentionally light parts. this rocks hun! :D

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i have no love for you today.......


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(. .)
(uu) but tomorrow's looking pretty promising.
:icongadgetsmith:
Thanks so much!!

Sharpies were all I had at the time. Shading it like that would make it better, & possibly make the laughter easier to see as well, but it could take some time before I get around to submitting it.

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Proud to be a Deviant Drifter!
If I'm online, I'm Probably at a Library.
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:icongadgetsmith:
Thanks!
Once again, I wrote the description on the spot. When I first drew it, it was just a drawing to pass time. The description just happened. The only thing I've submitted that had a story to it before it was drawn is U-u-u-u {[link] I think you've seen him, though.

Which part do you consider sad?

I don't know what I want out of life, and I've tried looking several times. I guess I'm content with how things are.

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Proud to be a Deviant Drifter!
If I'm online, I'm Probably at a Library.
[link]
:iconpixelledanddead:
definitely :nod:

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i have no love for you today.......


(\/)
(. .)
(uu) but tomorrow's looking pretty promising.
:iconahiru103:
sad part? about your bro with a gun.... freaky...

if content makes you happy then il go with that. ^___^

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When the boring gets tough, the bored gets a playing.
:iconsteampunkarcherydude:
looking good man, nice to see some work after ages lol, i love the dark, surreal-ness of this, keep it up :P

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mordest et ferrum freiarte beataie
:icongadgetsmith:
He's Still Alive, Don't Worry.

Content just means I like the way things are.

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Proud to be a Deviant Drifter!
If I'm online, I'm Probably at a Library.
[link]
:icongadgetsmith:
Thanks!

Did you happen to read any of the description? It's the closest thing to actual creative expression that I have drawn in quite a while.

Ages? I'm sure that it couldn't have been more than a few months at the longest...

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Proud to be a Deviant Drifter!
If I'm online, I'm Probably at a Library.
[link]
:iconahiru103:
heheh! well all is well. hehehe! thats good to hear.. err... read. lol. anyway. il see more of your works soon. XD

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When the boring gets tough, the bored gets a playing.

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